18 months I was alone and stranded
Thinking about what I've done and how to mend it
All my life has led to this
Now I've got to take my licks
18 months I was alone and stranded

I've shaken everything I once was handed
Making deals and breaking them out of habit
Once I thought I hopped the fence
Then I took my come-uppance
For shaking everything I once was handed

18 months I was alone and stranded
I can't take back what I've done and I can't defend it
Won't you find me in this place
Show me mercy, give me grace
Come back in my life and that's how we'll end it